Its been a long time seens i blog
last few days was sick with
FOOD POSION
so did not go out much n do much
i have just quit smoking
hope it will last long n nv smoke again
i can now wake up n not feel my nose watery
n looing for cigarette i made up my mine
its too ex for me to smoke n ride
n im in army pay is not so high.
i know my mum is out of cash
i wish i can help but unable to
when will i have a normal life
just hope my dad's business go on well
so tt my mum can have a good n less painful life.
friends do not understand me
they will like to assume
n nv let me explain, in the end.
it will be my falt
im always the one to be blame
dunno y but wat ever i do is wrong
so why do i even care what anyone thinks about me
its my own will to do what i like n wan to do right?
this few days make me think alot.